The Rocks Will Cry Out

I went for a walk the other night as the sun was setting. I choose to walk in the direction of the pink western sky, and then turned the corner, grateful for the time alone to think and pray. As I turned a corner again, my back to the sunset, I looked up and literally gasped out loud. The moon was rising above the horizon and was a spectacular sight. It was so bright and full (the eve of a full moon) and literally took my breath away.

The pictures really don’t do it justice.

In that moment, I wondered if there was anyone else on earth who was praising God for the beauty in the night sky. I sure couldn’t resist!

As I walked on, I passed our local arena as floods of people were exiting the building; kids running towards their vehicles, parents in tow. There seemed oblivious to the demonstration of God’s power and creativity above. The scene reminded me that if we don’t praise Him, the rocks will literally cry out. The mountains and the hills will burst into song and the fields will clap their hands (Isaiah 55:12).

I take for granted that the sun continues to rise, the stars take their positions in the sky each night, and the moon keeps in its set course. They don’t simply take their places out of some cosmic coincidence; day after day, night after night. They do so because God tells them to. He is the Creator and Sustainer of life.

I often forget this. I neglect to give God praise for the incredible display He’s orchestrating in creation each day. The moon was an incredible reminder.

All of creation points to God and is glorifying Him, each element in its own way. I must do my part.

The heavens proclaim the glory of God.
The skies display his craftsmanship.
Day after day they continue to speak;
night after night they make him known.
They speak without a sound or a word;
their voice is never heard.
Yet their message has gone throughout the earth,
and their words to all the world.
Psalm 19:1-4 (NLT)

Allowing My Soul to Catch Up

My pace of life is somewhat cyclical. I go through seasons where I run so fast that I barely have room to breathe. My to do list seems never ending, and the daylight hours are never long enough. I’ve just come out of such a season in the past few weeks. And what made me stop? I got sick.

During those few days when I was forced to rest, I realized something happening within me. It was like my soul had a chance to catch up. Most days my body outruns my soul, and I desperately need to pause to allow my soul to rejoin me.

As I was able to rest and reflect, my priorities came back into focus. See, when I’m too busy, my attention and energies are consumed with the immediacy of the situation at hand. I lose my long-term focus, and my priorities become skewed. It’s only when I pause long enough to be rejoined by the part of me that thinks, hopes and reflects, that I begin to dream again.

It was there in my sick bed that I realized I hadn’t spent much time writing in the last few months. As I thought about it, the overwhelming desire to put pen to paper came flooding back. I had been so preoccupied with the stuff of daily life, that I had forgotten how much I enjoy writing.

Now that every part of me is present and accounted for, I can take the next step in moving towards being who God created me to be.

What is it that the ‘stuff of life’ keeps you from? What do you wish you had more time for? How can you carve small pockets each day to do what you were created to do?


Multitude Monday

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I’m joining the Gratitude Community originating from Ann Voskamp’s ‘Holy Experience’ blog. The idea is to spend one day a week counting the multitude of gifts  originating from the hand of God, and the goal is to continue to count until 1000 gifts are reached. Often I neglect to give credit to God for the small things in life. As I count the endless blessings, my week begins in gratitude to the One who gives so freely. So here goes…

1. A nap in the afternoon after a night with very little sleep

2. Evidence of God moving in our church

3. Sleepovers for 4-year-old friends

4. A new haircut making my toddler disappear and a little girl take her place

5. A happy husband

6. Popcorn popped outdoors over a fire

7. The taste of fresh maple syrup

8. A quiet house in the morning while children sleep longer than usual

9. Friends who speak words of wisdom into my time of need and are praying for me

10. Holding hands with my man and listening to him pray during a church meeting

11. Powerful words in a worship song

12. No more diapers in this house

13. Spaghetti dinner at a friend’s house

14. My sweet daughter hugging her 1-year-old cousin

15. Family get-togethers

16. Four-year-olds who remember their manners

17. Eating french fries in a crowded fast food restaurant, the silence interrupted by a sweet boy at our table who says, “God is sitting right beside me.”

Join the gratitude community! Start counting your blessings at the beginning of each week; keep record in a journal. Let’s keep counting together until we reach 1000 blessings. If 1000 is too overwhelming, start with 100. The idea is to cultivate an attitude of gratitude.  

The One Who Can Move Mountains

I’d no sooner posted those words yesterday about praising God in the storm, when He gave me an opportunity to do just that. My greatest prayer for this blog has been that I would never write what I don’t first experience, and God certainly was faithful to grant my request!

Yesterday, a situation in my place of work literally overwhelmed me to the point of tears. My emotions go the better of me and I felt completely overcome with loss. A few days ago, I felt certain that God had only good in mind for this same situation. I was confident, even though the future was (and still is) uncertain. And then, in a matter of twenty-four hours, my faith was shaken.

Spending time on my knees and with a few godly friends has brought me back to the right perspective. I’ve been reminded that I need to expect good things from God in everything, including this. He is the Giver of all good gifts and works all things together for good for those who love him (Romans 8:28).

Just last week I was able to speak into a situation in a friend’s life and offer words of wisdom, but then when I’m in crisis, I’m not able to see things quite as clearly. My emotions blind me to the truth that God is still in control. Focusing on my circumstances instead of my God, makes the mountain seem immoveable. Focusing on the One who can move mountains, makes them crumble into the sea.

I pour out my complaints before him and tell him all my troubles. When I am overwhelmed, you alone know the way I should turn.
Psalm 142:2-3

He alone knows…


The Stand

Take a few minutes to listen to this song. It spoke to me this morning, and I’ve played it countless times today.

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Or you can view this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y6suBrSFaiM

You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

Sunsets and Storm Clouds

As we were driving home from a friend’s house last night, my son commented on the beautiful sunset in the western sky and said, “I wish I could keep that sunset. I wish God made a sunset like that every day.”

Me too.

Wouldn’t it be nice if life were like that? Beautiful, predictable…no storms.

But then we wouldn’t really need God, would we? And if we didn’t need Him, we probably wouldn’t seek Him. If we didn’t seek Him, He probably wouldn’t reveal Himself to us. And if He didn’t reveal Himself to us, we wouldn’t know Him.

If we didn’t know Him, life wouldn’t be beautiful.

It’s in times when difficulties start to mount like storm clouds that we are most likely to run to the shelter of the Most High. In those moments of sheer dependence on Him, we truly begin to know Him.

When I tucked my boy in a few short minutes later, in keeping with our nightly tradition, I asked him what he wanted to thank God for today. He said the pretty sunset. So we did. As I pulled the blankets snugly around his ears, I whispered, “Don’t forget to praise Him in the storms too, my little buddy.”

I’d rather have a mix of ups and downs, rain and shine, sunsets and storm clouds, because it’s through the variety of life’s experiences that we come to know our wonderfully complex God. In both good times and bad, God has the opportunity to reveal different aspects of His loving nature to us. I don’t want to just know Him, I desperately want to know Him by experience.


Project Life

Recently, some of my scrapbookin’ friends and I have started a new venture called ‘Project Life.’ The basic idea is to take one photo a day, journal about the day, then put it all together in a scrapbook documenting an entire year. In this way, we are recording the details of life we’d not ordinarily dedicate to an entire scrapbook layout. We are having so much fun capturing the ordinary moments of life. You can check it out for yourself here:

http://www.beckyhiggins.com/projectlife/

This morning through scripture, I made a cool discovery. God has done the same for me! Before I was even born, He had created a ‘Project Life’ album documenting my entire life. See for yourself:

You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.
                               Psalm 139:16

How cool is that!!

I wonder if I have enough courage and faith to walk it out; to live exactly as He has planned…


Why the Title?

You may wonder why I’ve chosen ‘Expecting God’ as the title for this blog. These words have been reappearing in my journal in big block letters over the past few months:

LIVE WITH EXPECTANCY

or this variation…

WAIT EXPECTANTLY

Gradually I’ve come to the realization that when I choose to live with expectancy, God is more likely to show up. When I expect God, I’m more likely to see traces of Him in my life. On the other hand, when apathy characterizes my days, He’s still there, but I miss Him.

I believe our level of expectancy is directly related to the proportion in which He reveals Himself to us.

How much do you expect God to show up in your ordinary, everyday life?


Out Of The Mouths of Babes

I’ve started a new tradition. Each morning before we leave the house, my 4-year-old son, 2-year-old daughter and I sit down, hold hands, and pray together. In the beginning it was only me who prayed, then a few months ago my son agreed to try. Now both of them pray with their sweet little voices each morning before we go out the door.

My daughter’s prayer goes like this:

“Mommy at work. Daddy at work. Mason at school. Jaden at Jo-Anne’s house. Amen. In Jesus’ name.”

Translation:

“Dear God. Please be with Mommy at work, Daddy at work, Mason at school and Jaden at Jo-Anne’s house. In Jesus’ name, amen.

Then she promptly stands up and is ready to go.

My son’s prayers are much longer, and in fact are growing in length by the day. He seems to think length determines effectiveness. What strikes me most mornings is the phrases he uses; phrases I’ve never modeled in our prayer time. They are coming straight out of his creative little head. He’s prayed:

• “God please protect our city” (we live in a small town, but I’m sure God still understands)
• “Thank you for making our church where we can go to worship you.”
• “Thank you for all the moms and dads.”

And my very favourite…

• “God, help me not to be saucy today.”

I can say amen to that!

 

It thrills me to know that my kids are so much farther along in their relationship with God than I was at their age. They feel a freedom to talk to Him that I never felt until I was much older.

Do you know what I think? I think God hears and acts on their sweet little prayers even more so than He does with our long, elaborate, ‘Christianese’ ones.

Out of the mouths of babes.

Don't Want a Stranger At My Table

We’ve been childless for four days. It’s March Break and our kids are eight hours north with their Grammie. And truth be told, I’m enjoying it! Don’t misunderstand me. I love my children and I miss them, but there is something to be said about having an uninterrupted conversation, eating a meal in peace, and not having to mop up the floor afterward.

On our first day alone, my husband and I awkwardly stared at each other across the breakfast table and I resisted the urge to cut up his eggs and make airplane noises to get him to eat. I hadn’t realized how much of my focus had been on my children. It was almost as if there was very little left to talk about if we weren’t telling our kids to “be careful,” “keep eating,” or “sit properly in your chair.”

It took a few hours, but gradually we began to remember what it was like to be alone and be able to really talk with one another. And now four days later, I’m wishing I had just one more day with my husband in this temporary “dating” situation.

This whole experience has been a startling reminder that we need to invest time and energy on our relationship. In eighteen years or so, when the children are grown and gone, I don’t want to stare at a stranger across the breakfast table.

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